I was not for getting out of bed this morning. Set my alarm for 7 and pressed snooze for over an hour! All things considered it was a blessing really. I think being back in our bed made a big difference. I dressed your pillow in the tears top you left and set it up behind me and wrapped the sleeves over my body. I put your letter under my pillow instead of my worry dolls.
It is prooving incredibly difficult to write you a daily blog when my day is filled with secret things and surprise creating for Thursday! I will have to just skirt around things!
Went to my Dad's this morning a little later than planned. It was lovely to see him and have a few hours chatting. As you know I baked a cake this morning which esclated into a fail of epic proportions - my baking mojo has a habit of deserting me at the most crucial moments. As a result I had to nip out to Morrisons and my Dad came along too as he had to nip to the bank. He survived his maiden voyage in Bertie with me driving - he was a tad of a nervous passenger but I didn't kill anything!
Done quite a bit of pootling about today and I'm getting more and more used to Bertie. Went to Anna's after my Dad's to work on secret things and I had a really nice time with her. We had lunch together and chatted about my trip to Canada and her visits to you. You have been alive and present in all aspects of everbody I have seen today - all my conversations with my Dad, Lindsey, Anna and even Helen the carer have been about you. That's not accounting for my digital messages to people. So much love for you bbg!
After being at Anna's I came home again to continue on my mission and nipped out once more again this evening. I have been a very busy bee and I'm grateful as the time has passed by so fast and you're home tomorrow for two whole nights. I'm so excited. I just want you to have a truly lovely day.
I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of your for the things you have faced and achieved today. Anna and I were talking about how incredible you are for taking on all the challenges thrown your way and with such strength. I know you feel at times that you are managing but putting everything into prespective what you are doing is so phenomenal and I swell with pride when I think about it. You're quite an amazing woman you know.
I am very touched that inspite of everything going on today you took the time to organise coming to day care to support me through my first appointments tomorrow - it means so much that you are willing to go to such lengths to help me through despite your situation. I would prefer it if you didn't go through all the hassle though and I will see you and get to keep you anyway after tea so I can hang on for that. I'm going to be a big brave girl myself tomorrow and face it on my own. If you can do it then so can I!
I have just finished doing what I needed to do today now and I'm relieved I finished in time to type your blog before midnight struck. I think I am going to sleep well again tonight!
21 days passed. 3 whole weeks survived - and here we are still fighting strong!
Mousey x
It is prooving incredibly difficult to write you a daily blog when my day is filled with secret things and surprise creating for Thursday! I will have to just skirt around things!
Went to my Dad's this morning a little later than planned. It was lovely to see him and have a few hours chatting. As you know I baked a cake this morning which esclated into a fail of epic proportions - my baking mojo has a habit of deserting me at the most crucial moments. As a result I had to nip out to Morrisons and my Dad came along too as he had to nip to the bank. He survived his maiden voyage in Bertie with me driving - he was a tad of a nervous passenger but I didn't kill anything!
Done quite a bit of pootling about today and I'm getting more and more used to Bertie. Went to Anna's after my Dad's to work on secret things and I had a really nice time with her. We had lunch together and chatted about my trip to Canada and her visits to you. You have been alive and present in all aspects of everbody I have seen today - all my conversations with my Dad, Lindsey, Anna and even Helen the carer have been about you. That's not accounting for my digital messages to people. So much love for you bbg!
After being at Anna's I came home again to continue on my mission and nipped out once more again this evening. I have been a very busy bee and I'm grateful as the time has passed by so fast and you're home tomorrow for two whole nights. I'm so excited. I just want you to have a truly lovely day.
I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of your for the things you have faced and achieved today. Anna and I were talking about how incredible you are for taking on all the challenges thrown your way and with such strength. I know you feel at times that you are managing but putting everything into prespective what you are doing is so phenomenal and I swell with pride when I think about it. You're quite an amazing woman you know.
I am very touched that inspite of everything going on today you took the time to organise coming to day care to support me through my first appointments tomorrow - it means so much that you are willing to go to such lengths to help me through despite your situation. I would prefer it if you didn't go through all the hassle though and I will see you and get to keep you anyway after tea so I can hang on for that. I'm going to be a big brave girl myself tomorrow and face it on my own. If you can do it then so can I!
I have just finished doing what I needed to do today now and I'm relieved I finished in time to type your blog before midnight struck. I think I am going to sleep well again tonight!
21 days passed. 3 whole weeks survived - and here we are still fighting strong!
Mousey x
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