Birds being the Beautiful little canvas you made for me today. "Sing when you're winning" and I did sing all the way home because I won today with the B's of Bread and Butter.
The Beanbag you made for me and the hot water Bottle were also major comforts snuggling up after my drive over to visit you after daycare in Bertie.
The other important theme of today has been Beliefs. In the group this afternoon in daycare we looked through what our core values were and our beliefs and outlook on life. I realised that pretty much all of mine are based on the strength and nurturing of our relationship ... what I have to work on is living by those as opposed to feeling living by the values I feel I "should". It was nice to be able to come over and share with you what I'd worked on and look at the same thing you had done in the past at daycare too. We can indeed share and help in each other through our journeys.
Still a tough time right now but there is much Bliss in those moments we have together. Just being able to hold you and share in your company soothes so much right now - and I will be there everyday where possible.
The biggest B is Bravery. Yours mostly, I know how incredibly hard things are, but I admire how you keep going despite wanting to do the complete opposite. Bravery is something I am working on ... bravery to Beat this Bloody Beast.
Day 27 - Bye Bye ... Bring on day 28.
Mousey x
The Beanbag you made for me and the hot water Bottle were also major comforts snuggling up after my drive over to visit you after daycare in Bertie.
The other important theme of today has been Beliefs. In the group this afternoon in daycare we looked through what our core values were and our beliefs and outlook on life. I realised that pretty much all of mine are based on the strength and nurturing of our relationship ... what I have to work on is living by those as opposed to feeling living by the values I feel I "should". It was nice to be able to come over and share with you what I'd worked on and look at the same thing you had done in the past at daycare too. We can indeed share and help in each other through our journeys.
Still a tough time right now but there is much Bliss in those moments we have together. Just being able to hold you and share in your company soothes so much right now - and I will be there everyday where possible.
The biggest B is Bravery. Yours mostly, I know how incredibly hard things are, but I admire how you keep going despite wanting to do the complete opposite. Bravery is something I am working on ... bravery to Beat this Bloody Beast.
Day 27 - Bye Bye ... Bring on day 28.
Mousey x
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